Well said
I wish I had faith like so many of you people.. I wish I JUST believed.. no questions.. that I really FELT the presence of god.. that I really BELIEVED in it all.. I've even prayed to 'God' to let me know.. give me that feeling, that belief.. but nothing..
I have an anxiety disorder and because of that I find it very difficult to trust any of my feelings.. I feel fear and panic when I shouldn't.. I cry when there's nothing to cry about.. so how can I justify any other emotion that I feel as a belief..
Then I also find it difficult to put much trust in my perceptions.. if you open up someones brain and mess around with it they hear things that arent there.. hallucinate.. see things differently.. so our perceptions really are just neurons firing in our brains.. if something upsets that our whole reality changes..
I guess I find it very difficult to put faith and trust in ANYTHING at all.. it's a terrible way to be.. more than anything I wish I felt faith in SOMETHING.. it's very empty to have nothing..