Thanks for the kind words.
Yes Mia, that is a lot of it, the shock of the suddenness of it all makes the tragedy all that more painful.
I find myself getting angry at the english language. I do not like the way the past tense creeps in. Like "I loved her so much"... No, my love did not end with her life. I still love that crazy little dog with abandon.
Dekka has been uber attached. I type this as she lies across my chest/neck. Maf was super sweet today and brought me lunch in bed (I had a lot of trouble sleeping so was still in bed an 1pm) Dekka thought food delivered (as she even brought Dekka's breakie up) right to your bed was the bestest, most exciting thing evar.
The out pouring of sympathy here and everywhere, the phone calls, emails and pms is truly appreciated. No nothing anyone says will bring my perfect puppy back, but it does help.