I feel like everyone from my high school is married and or having a baby and just..has it together.
and I just DON'T.
I just got my 6th baby shower invitation from girls from school. 6!
I don't know who I wanna be, what I wanna be.. I love school, I love Merlin, I love this city, I love my family and friends and books and this forum and everything else is totally up in air!
I'm just so confused. I thought I would have it together by 21. Well, more together.
I still watch too much tv, procrastinate, sleep too late, eat junk, listen to pop music meant for 16 year olds, cry in disney movies, wear hats that look like animals and buy stuff, expensive stuff, just because! instead of like..saving..
I still wait til the last minute to do laundry! Even though I know better!
These people are having BABIES! They are raising the next generation, they are responsible for a human life!! How are they ready?? They are my age! Should I be more mature? Should I be wanting to do that??
I don't even have a savings account guys. I don't do my own taxes. My parents deal with my health insurance.
I don't even have a credit card.
Gah! I just feel so confused!
16 year old Fran thought 21 year old Fran would have her **** together and she just doesn't.
I'm an ADULT. I can drink, I rent an apartment.. I should be like.. an ADULT! I should know stuff!
I'M SO CONFUSED!!!!!