The Venting Thread
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The only time I wake at 5:30, is if I absolutely need to. 5:30 is very early to me, even 7:30 is early to me.:rofl1:
But,I'm seriously dreading going to this job. I work from 2-7, which, basically, means my whole day is gone. If I enjoyed what I was doing that would be fine.What I'm doing is incredibly boring, it's cleaning.I usually babysit on Tuesdays(which I love). Now, I won't be able to babysit her for the fulltime.
But,I'm seriously dreading going to this job. I work from 2-7, which, basically, means my whole day is gone. If I enjoyed what I was doing that would be fine.What I'm doing is incredibly boring, it's cleaning.I usually babysit on Tuesdays(which I love). Now, I won't be able to babysit her for the fulltime.
Ended up with a massive UTI over the weekend. Doctor and antibiotics yesterday.
Missed out on work yesterday AND today. Only have a doctors note to cover one day, because I really didn't think that I would feel THIS BAD today. So that is probably a write up.
Antibiotics don't seem to be kicking in AT ALL.
I FEEL LIKE MY PELVIS WAS KICKED BY A HORSE.
*would flail but it hurts too much*
Missed out on work yesterday AND today. Only have a doctors note to cover one day, because I really didn't think that I would feel THIS BAD today. So that is probably a write up.
Antibiotics don't seem to be kicking in AT ALL.
I FEEL LIKE MY PELVIS WAS KICKED BY A HORSE.
*would flail but it hurts too much*
I kind of know how you feel, I felt similarly when we got the news that a friend's son, who was serving in Iraq was killed by a sniper a few months back. He was only 25 
. It was so shocking to us because he was at the end of his tour and it was "winding down", this was to be his last tour too.
Vibes for strength tomorrow and God's speed to your friend, may he rest in peace.
. It was so shocking to us because he was at the end of his tour and it was "winding down", this was to be his last tour too.Vibes for strength tomorrow and God's speed to your friend, may he rest in peace.
Work related vent.
I just don't feel happy here. Ugh. I miss the team spirit of my old clinic. Here its just gossip, and back stabbing. Everyone does something a different way, and when I listen to one person I get told off by another for not doing it correctly. And if I say, "Well, so and so told me to do it this way" I sound like a whiney tattle tail.
Today I was left alone over lunch - and worked past the start of my lunch break - and was responsible for doing two blood draws by myself, that had to be done at specific times, on top of the other things I had to do. The process of finding someone to help me, drawing it, and then running the lab work took time. Because of this, I chose to have the inpatients wait to go to the bathroom. My dogs hold it for 11 hours a day, an extra half hour wasn't going to kill anyone. The vet got upset that I wasn't walking the dogs (even though I was *clearly* busy) and when I left to go to lunch (late), I heard her tell my other coworkers, "Can we please please be sure the dogs are being walked over lunch?"
I WAS GOING TO WALK THEM. I WAS DOING TIME SENSITIVE LABWORK. THAT YOU GOT UPSET WITH ME ABOUT WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS TEN MINUTES PAST THE DRAW TIME.
Ugh. I just feel like I'll never be considered good enough. Which bothers me.
I miss home. Ugh.
ETA:
And, I feel ill. Last night I tossed and turned all night long because I felt like I was going to vomit. This morning I felt much the same. As the day went on it got a little better, but is just ate lunch and now I'm back to feeling gross again. *sigh* I don't want to be here today.
I just don't feel happy here. Ugh. I miss the team spirit of my old clinic. Here its just gossip, and back stabbing. Everyone does something a different way, and when I listen to one person I get told off by another for not doing it correctly. And if I say, "Well, so and so told me to do it this way" I sound like a whiney tattle tail.
Today I was left alone over lunch - and worked past the start of my lunch break - and was responsible for doing two blood draws by myself, that had to be done at specific times, on top of the other things I had to do. The process of finding someone to help me, drawing it, and then running the lab work took time. Because of this, I chose to have the inpatients wait to go to the bathroom. My dogs hold it for 11 hours a day, an extra half hour wasn't going to kill anyone. The vet got upset that I wasn't walking the dogs (even though I was *clearly* busy) and when I left to go to lunch (late), I heard her tell my other coworkers, "Can we please please be sure the dogs are being walked over lunch?"
I WAS GOING TO WALK THEM. I WAS DOING TIME SENSITIVE LABWORK. THAT YOU GOT UPSET WITH ME ABOUT WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS TEN MINUTES PAST THE DRAW TIME.
Ugh. I just feel like I'll never be considered good enough. Which bothers me.
I miss home. Ugh.
ETA:
And, I feel ill. Last night I tossed and turned all night long because I felt like I was going to vomit. This morning I felt much the same. As the day went on it got a little better, but is just ate lunch and now I'm back to feeling gross again. *sigh* I don't want to be here today.
