Next week Mike graduates. And I can see him. And touch him. And talk to him.
But, there is a chance he won't pass his run test. Which means he won't graduate.
I want to be super happy and excited, but I can't. Because I figure as soon as I start to get my hopes up, I'll get the news that it won't be happening. So I'm walking around like it won't be happening, which is totally no fun.
I'm going to be an anxious mess all week, because I'm assuming I'll know by the weekend if he will or will not be graduating.
Can it just be next week now, kthx?