Last week I moved to England to start a new job. So far the job is fine so far and I'm really liking it but the other employees have said stuff about the boss that has me worried. Nothing major and I want to see how things go before I judge. My main concern at the moment is that I was supposed to be moving into my new house (that the boss is organising) the day after I got here. There have been issues that I was made aware off and I'm staying with another employee that is extremely nice but I just want into my own home as soon as possible.
I never thought I would be homesick. I am a really independent person and I can look after myself. I was grand while I was working but the past two nights (my weekend off) I have done nothing but cry. All I want is to go home. So really what this long rambling post is trying to say is when does that fade? When do you stop crying because you want to see your family? When do you stop loving and dreading the phone calls because it makes you feel better and worse at the same time?
I don't want to give up. I want to stay and give this a good shot but really all I want is a hug from my granny or my mum and just to feel relaxed instead of stressed all the time.
Thats a totally justifiable feeling. I think the majority of people who have homesickness to soms extent, it's definitely normal.
It may take some time getting use to, but, after awhile those feelings will start to dimmnish. Once things settle down, you start to get to know people, and once you do get your own place, things will start to feel better. In the end, I'm sure it'll be worth it, just keep strong. Relax if you need to. Get a drink. Go hiking (with the dogs). Or, do whatever you find comforting and/or relaxing.
(((((HUGS)))))) If you ever need to talk, about anything, just know my PM box is always open. I'm also on FB, so if you want, message me, and I'll give you my facebook.