I am so caught in the middle of emotions. This morning we are all set and planning our move to maine. I sold a bunch of our stuff on craigslist today and made over 400 dollars. I was struggling all day with the thought of moving and kept asking myself if it was the right decision or was I running away. My heart kept telling me to stay but my head kept telling me to go.... there was no happy medium.
I was trying to convince myself that moving to maine was the best thing for me. But there was still some doubt in the back of my head. Just a little bit of hesitation. But I was still planning on going because I just felt like I had to flee.
Well....................... another twist of events occured today. I really can't say what's going on at this time, but it's made me re think my decision to leave for maine. I have a whole lot of soul searching to do in a very short amount of time. It's moments like this that I wish someone could come step in and make my decision for me and tell me it's the right decision to make. I am truly torn and have reached a fork in the road.
I was trying to convince myself that moving to maine was the best thing for me. But there was still some doubt in the back of my head. Just a little bit of hesitation. But I was still planning on going because I just felt like I had to flee.
Well....................... another twist of events occured today. I really can't say what's going on at this time, but it's made me re think my decision to leave for maine. I have a whole lot of soul searching to do in a very short amount of time. It's moments like this that I wish someone could come step in and make my decision for me and tell me it's the right decision to make. I am truly torn and have reached a fork in the road.