Oh Zoe08 I am here for you!!! I have had a friend this last year thats had 2 miscarriages. It is a very hard thing. I am very hopeful for you and yours... hugs!! But if you ever need to talk you can PM me. I have never been there so I cannot imagine. I understand if your not up to coming around to Chaz for awhile, I don't think I would be either. Things will get easier. I don't know you much but from what I have seen I have a feeling you would make a wonderful mother and same to you M&M's mommy and hugs to you too! I don't understand some things and this is one of them.