Beanie it's not a vacation. I would imagine they would understand, bereavement time should start right away. I am so sorry for your loss
Melle sometimes it takes seeing several drs for the right fit. From what you are posting this is not the right fit. Or you may not be telling them everything- I see that a lot. It can be hard to open up. Right people it will all come out. But if you have the bad thoughts or are suicidal or paranoid that needs to be across to them. For now since you were a pt try getting back into that dr and telling them his you are doing now. Here it can be a six- eight month wait for new pts which is awful!!!
Melle sometimes it takes seeing several drs for the right fit. From what you are posting this is not the right fit. Or you may not be telling them everything- I see that a lot. It can be hard to open up. Right people it will all come out. But if you have the bad thoughts or are suicidal or paranoid that needs to be across to them. For now since you were a pt try getting back into that dr and telling them his you are doing now. Here it can be a six- eight month wait for new pts which is awful!!!