Two more of my friends from back home died in a car accident this past weekend. Since 2008 I have lost 7 friends. One from cancer and the rest to car accidents. The one was on his way to my house when his car slid and he was hit on his driver's side door by a very large truck when he was driving a VW scirrocco. I am still very torn up over that. I feel so responsible. The roads were bad and I told him if he thought the roads were good enough to manage to feel free. I should have told him to stay home, but I didn't. It will haunt me forever. And now two more. It's a lot of grief to carry.
On top of all of that I haven't heard from my husband in a while.
I really don't know the point of this thread other than to get it off my chest. It's just so unfair. They were all SO young. The couple this weekend were only 26 and 28 and left behind a baby girl.