... are hurting becuase of a situation your in?
You have two options,
Speak up or stay quiet and hurt
speaking up could either make the situation all better and take away the hurt...
Or, you could end up really messing up the situation and leave you hurting even worse...
This is about Kyle... yes I still really care for him.
We are back to being best buddies again, have been for a long time now, and I STILL feel the chemistry I felt before... only this time something is different and I dont know really how to explain it...
Ever since what happened this summer, I have noticed that I avoid looking into his eyes.
Another thing I have noticed recently is the tone in his voice... it's alot softer and gentle, more relaxed when he's talking to me than when he is talking to other people (his friends). I dont know what to think of that, its just an observation.
He also showed last night that he is protective of me. I dont remember if I mentioned it, but a while back, I got hit by a drunk guy at a bar... well last night we were talking about my friend that went back with her abusive boyfriend and I mentioned the bar guy and apparently I hadnt told Kyle about it... Kyle freaked out. He was like "Why didnt you call me, I would have been there in a matter of minutes and the guy would be seriously regretting laying his hands on you like that" He said that he wont tolerate anybody hurting his "Sir" (thats my nickname from him... he's my "Ma'am")
Speaking of the serious side of Kyle... which doesnt come out often... its amazing when it does. He recently gave me some advice about a sensative subject and omg that man is seriously wise and amazing.
We are going shopping on Sunday, just to get out of town for a day. and he is teasing me becuase I refuse to drive in Des Moines (where I think we are going). lol... but he says he's okay with driving.
I know this is long and doesnt make any sense... i just need to get things off my chest.
I hadnt intended to write so much... but once I started writing it just kept going and going... lol
and just for me to have another excuse to look at it... here's my favorite picture of Kyle...
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You have two options,
Speak up or stay quiet and hurt
speaking up could either make the situation all better and take away the hurt...
Or, you could end up really messing up the situation and leave you hurting even worse...
This is about Kyle... yes I still really care for him.
We are back to being best buddies again, have been for a long time now, and I STILL feel the chemistry I felt before... only this time something is different and I dont know really how to explain it...
Ever since what happened this summer, I have noticed that I avoid looking into his eyes.
Another thing I have noticed recently is the tone in his voice... it's alot softer and gentle, more relaxed when he's talking to me than when he is talking to other people (his friends). I dont know what to think of that, its just an observation.
He also showed last night that he is protective of me. I dont remember if I mentioned it, but a while back, I got hit by a drunk guy at a bar... well last night we were talking about my friend that went back with her abusive boyfriend and I mentioned the bar guy and apparently I hadnt told Kyle about it... Kyle freaked out. He was like "Why didnt you call me, I would have been there in a matter of minutes and the guy would be seriously regretting laying his hands on you like that" He said that he wont tolerate anybody hurting his "Sir" (thats my nickname from him... he's my "Ma'am")
Speaking of the serious side of Kyle... which doesnt come out often... its amazing when it does. He recently gave me some advice about a sensative subject and omg that man is seriously wise and amazing.
We are going shopping on Sunday, just to get out of town for a day. and he is teasing me becuase I refuse to drive in Des Moines (where I think we are going). lol... but he says he's okay with driving.
I know this is long and doesnt make any sense... i just need to get things off my chest.
I hadnt intended to write so much... but once I started writing it just kept going and going... lol
and just for me to have another excuse to look at it... here's my favorite picture of Kyle...