Apparently she wants to apologize in person. I am hoping and praying that we can work this out.
I am NOT trying to say that you should dump her.. IF she wants to work it out.
But I've been in a couple situations where I was really emotionally damaged due to my 'friend'. A friend that I called my brother (we were not as close as you and your friend seem to be, though) was nearly bi polar. He would get really protective of me and advise me (act like a big brother) and then he would insult me, call me immature, a brat, whatever. And it hurt so much. And every single time, I went back. One day, I realized it wasn't worth it. Yes, he was a great friend when he wanted to be, but when he didn't want to be, he was HORRIBLE. I spent too many nights crying over his words to me.
I don't think it's necessarily part of 'growing up'. But it's going to happen, and I think that's what is meant. Especially since several people on here are in their 20's. You love and loss, live and learn a lot during this time.
I just don't want to see you upset. That might seem weird, but I don't mean to come across that way. I think most people don't like seeing other's go through hard times. Of course, we're going to have advice but honestly only you can decide what to do. Take everything with a grain of salt. Relationships are just hard. I haven't found a perfect one yet
Good luck. sincerely. You deserve to be happy, don't let anyone make you feel differently.
And yes... the job... ugh... I need a job but there's just so many cons to this one. And commission? Omg I am NOT a salesperson. I just don't feel comfortable doing it. I don't want people coming to my house. I'm a private person. That's annoying. You weren't invited.
Not to mention, hearing some of the 'icebreakers' these girls had.... so ridiculous. And really unprofessional, to me. They were laughing and giggling and making jokes about the house. (They weren't mean or rude, really... I'm just a stickler for manners, I guess.) They told a few people we were there for dinner. It managed to get awkward chuckles. And they acted like that was a good thing? *awkward chuckles*