Something happened,I don't know how it escalatd first we were talking about needing needing space,then he said he didn't love me the same way he used to,that he is unhappy that im unhappy.I cant breath,i needed to tell someone but i cant say it.ive had thrre panic attacks since 11pm.I want to throw up.I had to hide all the scissors.I cant see the future and im scared.i feel sick,i need not to let this happen,iknew i shld never open you up to someone like that.I can't even be angry,he is being so nice,I can't even scream at him,smash his stuff and tell him to leave.I didn't know what to do,I managed to fall asleep it lasted an hour.I woke up and started crying again,so I wrote to you guys.God this is so stupid,but I can't speak to family or friends,then they'll know I'm crazy.
Coco is going to miss him that hurts so much,she looks so confused with me right now.
Coco is going to miss him that hurts so much,she looks so confused with me right now.