I don't think it's sunk in yet that I actually have the means to get myself and my pets from here to Fort Worth, TX now, thanks to the help of the corgi community and my friends/family.
My boyfriend of 2 years is staying here, because he'd rather be close to his family and keep this dead-end job of his than to be close to me. We were talking about getting married, but I don't know how we're ever going to do that if he can't break this over-attachment he has with his family long enough for us to live in a house more than 50 feet from them. We're not breaking up... just kinda... separating I guess.
So I'm leaving to get some space, get into a better living situation for myself and my pets, and to find a job (something that doesn't really exist here in the middle of nowhere). Maybe he'll rethink some things while I'm away... and if he doesn't, I guess he wants to be in this place more than to have a life with me. I left everything behind in Colorado to pursue a life with him, but he's not willing to the same it seems. And I can't just sit around here and wait for him to come around. My life is on hold. He's begging me to stay here and I hate it here. I have no friends and everyone is two-faced. Nobody even has the same way of thinking that I do, except for Blake (kinda. We still differ greatly on the pet thing).
I need to get Shippo back into agility classes. I need to go to my corgi meetups and dog events. I need to help these kittens. I need to get back on my feet and build up my collar business. It's time I started doing all that again.
It's going to be hard to leave Blake behind, but he's the only thing I'm going to miss, and if it weren't for him, I would not be here in the first place...
My boyfriend of 2 years is staying here, because he'd rather be close to his family and keep this dead-end job of his than to be close to me. We were talking about getting married, but I don't know how we're ever going to do that if he can't break this over-attachment he has with his family long enough for us to live in a house more than 50 feet from them. We're not breaking up... just kinda... separating I guess.
So I'm leaving to get some space, get into a better living situation for myself and my pets, and to find a job (something that doesn't really exist here in the middle of nowhere). Maybe he'll rethink some things while I'm away... and if he doesn't, I guess he wants to be in this place more than to have a life with me. I left everything behind in Colorado to pursue a life with him, but he's not willing to the same it seems. And I can't just sit around here and wait for him to come around. My life is on hold. He's begging me to stay here and I hate it here. I have no friends and everyone is two-faced. Nobody even has the same way of thinking that I do, except for Blake (kinda. We still differ greatly on the pet thing).
I need to get Shippo back into agility classes. I need to go to my corgi meetups and dog events. I need to help these kittens. I need to get back on my feet and build up my collar business. It's time I started doing all that again.
It's going to be hard to leave Blake behind, but he's the only thing I'm going to miss, and if it weren't for him, I would not be here in the first place...