Gah. Please tell me I'm not the only one! My uterus is screaming at me lately.
I've always wanted kids. As long as I can remember I've wanted to be a mom, but recently it's been an active NEED to have a baby! My best friend just had a baby, a beautiful little boy who I spend a lot of time with. You'd think being around him would help satisfy my urges. No. Not even close. It's making it worse!
Every pregnant woman I see, every baby I see, every PICTURE of a baby I see is just killing me.
Matt and I are not in the place right now to have a child. I know this. Logically I know we need to wait until we're married and in a more stable place. But then my heart (and my uterus) try to convince my brain that an "accident" wouldn't be such a terrible thing right now. I've even figured out that if I "accidentally" got pregnant in the fall or winter of this year, Matt would be out of school by the time the baby arrived. We live in a two bedroom apartment, and I've started thinking, "Oh we could move into the office and have our bedroom as a nursery, and the crib could go here, etc. etc". This is CRAZY! SOMEBODY STOP ME!
Please guys, tell me some horrible pregnant/baby stories to calm me down!
I've always wanted kids. As long as I can remember I've wanted to be a mom, but recently it's been an active NEED to have a baby! My best friend just had a baby, a beautiful little boy who I spend a lot of time with. You'd think being around him would help satisfy my urges. No. Not even close. It's making it worse!
Every pregnant woman I see, every baby I see, every PICTURE of a baby I see is just killing me.
Matt and I are not in the place right now to have a child. I know this. Logically I know we need to wait until we're married and in a more stable place. But then my heart (and my uterus) try to convince my brain that an "accident" wouldn't be such a terrible thing right now. I've even figured out that if I "accidentally" got pregnant in the fall or winter of this year, Matt would be out of school by the time the baby arrived. We live in a two bedroom apartment, and I've started thinking, "Oh we could move into the office and have our bedroom as a nursery, and the crib could go here, etc. etc". This is CRAZY! SOMEBODY STOP ME!
Please guys, tell me some horrible pregnant/baby stories to calm me down!