I started working at a new place a month ago. It's a call center, and it's my first call center. Well, about three weeks ago I lost all appetite, practically stopped eating all together, and when I even think about eating, I feel sick to my stomach. If I don't eat, my stomach cramps up and I feel sick, so I'll force myself to eat and I'm full way sooner than normal, and afterwards am sick feeling for hours. All of these days like this add up and leave me with a few days a week where I am shaky, sick to my stomach, feverish and weak. I feel like my body is failing me, basically. Today is one of those days.
I'm finally going to the doctor about it. Taking a day off work, because at this point I feel like passing out. It's all I can do to sit upright to post this.
What I'm worried is going to happen is that she's going to tell me it's something work related. I have never had this issue before, but have always been a kind of anxious person. Used to feel sick to my stomach going to school, but could always talk myself out of the sick feeling with some mental "you're okay, this is all normal." things. I've worked before and not had this much of an issue. At the other places I'd have a few days where I'd wake up feeling sick, but was always able to talk myself down and eventually enjoy working.
But going into my fifth week at this place and I feel worse and worse. I've had maybe 3 full meals in the past three weeks where I didn't feel sick after for hours and instead felt sick for only an hour or so after.
So I'm off to see the doctor. I don't know what she'll say or do... and I don't know where I'm supposed to go from here. Part of me knows it's from work, that's the issue. But I've been looking else where with no luck and if I leave this place I know I'll be without work for a little while, which stresses me out even more.
I'm finally going to the doctor about it. Taking a day off work, because at this point I feel like passing out. It's all I can do to sit upright to post this.
What I'm worried is going to happen is that she's going to tell me it's something work related. I have never had this issue before, but have always been a kind of anxious person. Used to feel sick to my stomach going to school, but could always talk myself out of the sick feeling with some mental "you're okay, this is all normal." things. I've worked before and not had this much of an issue. At the other places I'd have a few days where I'd wake up feeling sick, but was always able to talk myself down and eventually enjoy working.
But going into my fifth week at this place and I feel worse and worse. I've had maybe 3 full meals in the past three weeks where I didn't feel sick after for hours and instead felt sick for only an hour or so after.
So I'm off to see the doctor. I don't know what she'll say or do... and I don't know where I'm supposed to go from here. Part of me knows it's from work, that's the issue. But I've been looking else where with no luck and if I leave this place I know I'll be without work for a little while, which stresses me out even more.