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Physically and emotionally. I'm really sick today, no temp but I feel like crap. So, I can't go to school. My mom thinks otherwise. Today when she found out that I wanted to stay home she started screaming at me and dad. Things like 'Oh my god you're not stay home again you little ****' and 'I bet it was church, you're never going to that ******* church again' and 'Your dad is such a dumbass since he let you leave the window open in your room, no wonder you're sick!!'. HELLO. I kept my window open, it was my choice. Besides, I don't think that wanting to puke is caused by keeping my window open. She keeps calling me terrible, terrible names and I feel worse and worse by the minute. I tried having Charlie to comfort me but when I let him out of his crate he kept jumping all over me and biting, so that really didn't help at all, it made me feel worse, thinking about how badly he must want to go on a walk and play but instead he has to stay in the damned thing for the whole afternoon. I've been crying non-stop for the last hour, just thinking about it makes me want to do something. Now I'm alone. I guess I just need some words of comfort or something...I'm feeling seriously depressed.
 

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*HUGS* I'm sorry :( I think that it's wonderful that you go to church :) I'm sorry you are going through this...if you need anything or someone to talk to I'm just a PM away ;)
 

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Awww ((HUGS)) sounds like you're going through difficult times. And you're right, an open window doesn't cause someone to get ill, in fact it's quite healthy unless you have seasonal allergies. Kids going back to school are bombarded with new germs and bugs. My son usually catches something when he first starts.

Hope your day gets better and that you feel better soon. Try to eat light foods, (toasts with plain butter or crackers) and drink water. Stay away from any dairy for the next few days, they tend to aggravate tummy bugs.
 

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How ya feeling now? My day is going crappy too if it makes you feel any better. I think we should all throw one big pity party today :p
 
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I'll join in as well... having a bad day too.

Taco got killed... my hip is still hurting quite badly, and I can barely walk.
 

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if you need anyone to talk to im here. ive been there.. my mom is the exact same way. ((((((HUGS)))))) you are a great person dont let her have that kind of control over you.
 
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Thanks everyone. ((hugs))

Angel, that is TERRIBLE! I'm so sorry. RIP Taco. :(

Darkchild: Thanks :) I'm sorry your mom is that way to you too, you definitely don't deserve it ((hugs))

Musky: I'm 12. :(

Giny: Thanks for the advice...I'm feeling better now, at least, I don't want to hurl...lol
 
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((((((HUGS))))))) MK . . . I don't understand how anyone can talk to their child that way, even though mine talked to me that way sometimes back then. I always chalked it up to her craziness, and that's really what it is. It has nothing to do with you at all. YOU aren't the problem, the problem is inside your Mom.
 
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Awwww I'm so sorry about all of this. You feel bad enough just being sick, but to have to deal with someone yelling at you and calling names it just makes it all worse!!! We're here for you, so vent away anytime you need to. Just know that you're never alone....we're here!!! ((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))) I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today. Tomorrow will be a better day!!!:)
 

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I'm sorry you were treated like that. NOBODY deserves to be talked to in that manner, especally not from their mother. ((((HUGS)))) Don't let it get you down, MK. I know how you feel, but letting hurtful people know that they are getting to you will just make it worse in the long run. :( Let Charlie out of the crate and play with him in your room. A game of tug is a great way for both of you to relieve frustration. :)

Hope you feel better soon!
 

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((((((HUGS))))))) I don't understand how anyone can talk to their child that way
I was just thinking the same thing Renee. I've gotten all fired up at Arielle before and probably said a few things I shouldn't have said... but NEVER would I say such hateful things to her.

Our children learn from their surroundings... as parents, we're suppose to set a good example.

MK&C.. I'm sorry your mom talks to you the way she does. No child should have to endure that. Maybe your mom is having a bad day too :confused: .

I hope you feel better, keep your chin up!
 
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I was just thinking the same thing Renee. I've gotten all fired up at Arielle before and probably said a few things I shouldn't have said... but NEVER would I say such hateful things to her.

Our children learn from their surroundings... as parents, we're suppose to set a good example.

MK&C.. I'm sorry your mom talks to you the way she does. No child should have to endure that. Maybe your mom is having a bad day too :confused: .

I hope you feel better, keep your chin up!
I totall agree with both Nancy and Renee. There is never a reason to talk like that to anyone. Just remember...it has nothing to do with you...it's not your fault.
 

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Sheesh...a 12 year old should never be treated that way! infact, nobody should be treated that way.

I would calm down and talk to your mom.
 

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