Well today was FINALLY my first day of work at the petstore..
It was pretty much just setting up.. putting up shelves.. cleaning, all that fun stuff! However there were some very cute construction workers there to keep us occupied..
Overall it went REALLY well!! I'm so very happy to finally be back in the workforce again.. to feel like I'm actually doing something.. having a schedule again.. it feels so great to finally be able to do this after all my hard work dealing with my anxiety and panic problems.. I'm actually very proud of me!
I did feel a panic attack coming on as I was getting the bus this morning.. then of course realized I didn't have my 'emergency' pills and that made me more scared.. it started off like the worst attacks I have but I was able to keep calm and just let the feelings pass without getting real panicy with all the 'what if' thoughts.. and the rest of the day went great!! I'm so VERY happy.. my feet are aching like mad.. I'm SO exhausted.. but I actually feel content.. finally!!!
It was pretty much just setting up.. putting up shelves.. cleaning, all that fun stuff! However there were some very cute construction workers there to keep us occupied..
Overall it went REALLY well!! I'm so very happy to finally be back in the workforce again.. to feel like I'm actually doing something.. having a schedule again.. it feels so great to finally be able to do this after all my hard work dealing with my anxiety and panic problems.. I'm actually very proud of me!
I did feel a panic attack coming on as I was getting the bus this morning.. then of course realized I didn't have my 'emergency' pills and that made me more scared.. it started off like the worst attacks I have but I was able to keep calm and just let the feelings pass without getting real panicy with all the 'what if' thoughts.. and the rest of the day went great!! I'm so VERY happy.. my feet are aching like mad.. I'm SO exhausted.. but I actually feel content.. finally!!!