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Tessa no one is putting words in your mouth, just trying to show you your options. A typing job on line requires no transportation at all and they are there even if they are dull. It is hard for anyone that has struggled through those hard times to read someone that says i am stuck, and then defends why they are stuck. You have your health, and that is an enormous plus, but i have seen people battling huge illnesses that still find their freedom wings. You may have to bide your time, and keep a stiff upper lip through it. I did, many times in my life and it sucks but that is the way it is.
As to skipping on your education, i have learned, experienced, risked, won, and challanged myself more then any school has been able to throw at me. I am an avid reader, not only for enjoyment but to make my brain do a workout. I took jobs that were not easy or even exactly what i wanted to do because i sensed there was a life lesson there. You haven't even stepped out of your nest, be it a soft one, or a hard one. Until you do, you won't understand what i am trying to tell you. The one thing you must do is stop putting up your own roadblocks. You do that more then you realize. Your smart, and pretty, you can speak your mind and write about it well. But i feel that if we stripped that away, there would be a very frightened young lady underneath, and until you straighten her spine, and wipe away her tear, put postive goals in front of her and make her climb the ladder, you will just keep stirring in the same pot complaining that you can't get out.
As to skipping on your education, i have learned, experienced, risked, won, and challanged myself more then any school has been able to throw at me. I am an avid reader, not only for enjoyment but to make my brain do a workout. I took jobs that were not easy or even exactly what i wanted to do because i sensed there was a life lesson there. You haven't even stepped out of your nest, be it a soft one, or a hard one. Until you do, you won't understand what i am trying to tell you. The one thing you must do is stop putting up your own roadblocks. You do that more then you realize. Your smart, and pretty, you can speak your mind and write about it well. But i feel that if we stripped that away, there would be a very frightened young lady underneath, and until you straighten her spine, and wipe away her tear, put postive goals in front of her and make her climb the ladder, you will just keep stirring in the same pot complaining that you can't get out.
I am not putting a road block in front of me. Yes, I have stated the reasons why I am stuck, but never do I use them as an excuse. I am not just sitting here complaining and not doing anything about it. I AM doing something about it. I am saving every cent and penny I can until I have graduated so that I can get out of here. My past, my circumstances, my parents, they are a reason, never an excuse. At the moment I am doing my best to push those roadblocks out of my way.