I don't really like asking for hugs but well I need them .
September has really sucked firstly because my time with my loan horse Fred came to an end and more recently my then bf moved down south to uni and we are no longer 'together'.
So I wasn't having really the best of times really and then things started to get worse. My two best friends lost someone VERY close to them and are heart broken and I'm trying so hard to help them get through it. My other friend just lost her guinea pig and my other friend is soo burned out by working too many hours. On top of that my other friend who moved down south too has just split with her bf and I'm trying to be there for both of them.
I'm not moaning at all, I LOVE them and will do anything for them its just soooo hard when you feel at the lowest you've ever been, if you know what I mean. How can you be positive and chirpy when you feel so negative.
I will ALWAYS be there for my friends so this isn't a rant/vent/ moan about them and I understand I am learning a great lesson about being there for people even though you feel so low your self its just that I need a hug and have no one else to ask other than Casey and I think shes getting tired of them lol.
September has really sucked firstly because my time with my loan horse Fred came to an end and more recently my then bf moved down south to uni and we are no longer 'together'.
So I wasn't having really the best of times really and then things started to get worse. My two best friends lost someone VERY close to them and are heart broken and I'm trying so hard to help them get through it. My other friend just lost her guinea pig and my other friend is soo burned out by working too many hours. On top of that my other friend who moved down south too has just split with her bf and I'm trying to be there for both of them.
I'm not moaning at all, I LOVE them and will do anything for them its just soooo hard when you feel at the lowest you've ever been, if you know what I mean. How can you be positive and chirpy when you feel so negative.
I will ALWAYS be there for my friends so this isn't a rant/vent/ moan about them and I understand I am learning a great lesson about being there for people even though you feel so low your self its just that I need a hug and have no one else to ask other than Casey and I think shes getting tired of them lol.