If you're mournful... just don't read this. My emotional outbursts are probably not healthy.
I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.
But like... What the ****.
She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?
This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.
How ****ing unfair.
The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.
Seriously universe what the actual ****.
:cry:
I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.
But like... What the ****.
She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?
This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.
How ****ing unfair.
The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.
Seriously universe what the actual ****.
:cry:
I feel the same.