Don't feel bad, my cousin has bad luck with guys too. Her son's father is a complete asshat. And the man she married and had a baby girl with, just left her and went home to mommy. He saw a guy get shot and die right in front of him sometime after they got married, and things were never the same. He started drinking and gambling, and when he left my cousin he tried to take all the money they had saved for the kids, but she put a block on the accounts.
Anyways though, lots of (((((((((hugs)))))))) for you.