Zoom, I totally feel you.
The past week I've been up under cars on lifts doing oil changes, changing O2 sensors, greasing joints, ect. Then I go home and practice my fiddle. I think I'm trying to kill myself.
My arms. They want to fall off. And tomorrow I have to go buff and wax floors at my job. Joy. I also have a migraine brewing. I just doubled my dose of my bed time medicine and will hopefully sleep in a happy coma until 9am. Hopefully.
I know I'm going to be useless tomorrow.
I seriously also haven't had a single day off since the 1st of the year. Whether I'm at work or in school or in therapy, I haven't had a single f*cking day I haven't had to leave the house. My anxiety is skyrocketing every day. I just want a day to curl up and NOT DO ANYTHING AT ALL PLEASE.