I hate it. I truly do.
My brother has his kids full time now. Do you want to know why his retarded ex won't do 50/50 (one week she has them, one week he does) with the kids? Because he won't get back with him. What kind of bloody mother is she?! Who sas that! Clearly she can't love those **** kids all that much. I'm so pissed. I hate the stupid cow. What a low life! I feel so bad for those kids.
What's worse, that means I don't get a break from the kids, that means I'm baby sitting every week now. I can't do t anymore, I had a break down not to long ago because of baby sitting so much. I am not their mother, I know my life isn't full on and I have time to baby sit but I don't like kids! I don't want to look after them, I want to do my own thing! I want to focus on my dogs! It isn't fair. Mum is going to talk to my brother about the situation and he'll have to organise something because I can't keep baby sitting for him. I feel bad for him because he loves his job but he chose to have those kids, he's choosing to raise them, I didn't! I don't have kids for a reason.
On another note, my brother said he had no time for Leo. Why get the **** dog?! He doesn't even come outside to pet him. I was going to keep Leo but I've decided against it. He will be going with my brother or he will be re-homed. I feel bad for Sunny, I love him but I think he deserves better. I wish I just owned Serenity and I wish I didn't have to interact with those kids.
On a side note, Serenity likes the kids now! Even Jay. So glad she's come around.