I learned something about myself this weekend, if I can't have something - I want it. This is probably a personality flaw, but I'm OK with it.
DH & I are thinking about buying something...I've been wishy washy for the last month. Yesterday we received some potentially bad news about the situation and now I WANT it. So badly. It's terrible and I'm going be devastated if it doesn't work out (which is all too likely). Ugh.