might not be on for a couple of days
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mmm. i got nothing better to do then hop on and off the computer all night. lol so maybe i won't leave, just depends how i am tomoro i guess.
i dunno. i wouldve done anythign for him. i hope the rumours are false. but i don't think they are. i heard... ahh. it doesn't even matter. i feel like crap. i can't believe this happened. he won't come online. nothing, i texted him a couple of times that i expected him to reply to if he cared even the slightest. but nothing. i might see him later on tonight if i go into town.
and i don't think i wanna ring him incase i cry.
he was my world, my all, my everythig. i sacrificed so much for him and ignored everyone whe they told me he would hurt me. it was fun and all... but now i just don't know.
i dunno. i wouldve done anythign for him. i hope the rumours are false. but i don't think they are. i heard... ahh. it doesn't even matter. i feel like crap. i can't believe this happened. he won't come online. nothing, i texted him a couple of times that i expected him to reply to if he cared even the slightest. but nothing. i might see him later on tonight if i go into town.
and i don't think i wanna ring him incase i cry.
he was my world, my all, my everythig. i sacrificed so much for him and ignored everyone whe they told me he would hurt me. it was fun and all... but now i just don't know.
i'm not going o bugger around explaing how he is sorta my bf and sorta not. so i'll just say he is.
ok. so today i ring him because i havn't talked to him in 2 days and havn't seen him in 4! (i usually see him everyday) and he tells me he is at his ex's house. they have a HUGE history, all these rumours, she's not over him and all this...
i'm like "ok,i'll talk to you later" on the phone but on the inside i'm liek WTF ARE YOU DOING THERE!? she lives 4 houses from me. he thought i was at home yet nothign?
so i sae him that afternoon. he was walking to a friend of his ex's house to watch wrestling (its liek his religion) and then i find out later he is in town. he missed wrestling to go into town with his EX! he misses 5 minutes of wrestling when at my house and thats it. he has to go back, watch the replay and all this.
ahh. so again i'm like WTF.
then. the actual thing that got me. i hear from a friend that a friend of her friend walked in on my bf and his ex kissing.
thats it, i broke down. i think i actually loved this guy. longest relatiosnhip i've ever been in.
then i hear he was goign to the cinemas just him and another friend (female) of his. and his ex then gets up the female friend saying she shouldve asked permission from her(his ex) to go to the cinemas with him!
am i right in thinking somethings going on ?!?!
and he's just been acting really weird. but i got stuff that can ruin him. i'm just SO mad. and heartbroken. i just lay in my room and cried and cried and cried...
ok. so today i ring him because i havn't talked to him in 2 days and havn't seen him in 4! (i usually see him everyday) and he tells me he is at his ex's house. they have a HUGE history, all these rumours, she's not over him and all this...
i'm like "ok,i'll talk to you later" on the phone but on the inside i'm liek WTF ARE YOU DOING THERE!? she lives 4 houses from me. he thought i was at home yet nothign?
so i sae him that afternoon. he was walking to a friend of his ex's house to watch wrestling (its liek his religion) and then i find out later he is in town. he missed wrestling to go into town with his EX! he misses 5 minutes of wrestling when at my house and thats it. he has to go back, watch the replay and all this.
ahh. so again i'm like WTF.
then. the actual thing that got me. i hear from a friend that a friend of her friend walked in on my bf and his ex kissing.
thats it, i broke down. i think i actually loved this guy. longest relatiosnhip i've ever been in.
then i hear he was goign to the cinemas just him and another friend (female) of his. and his ex then gets up the female friend saying she shouldve asked permission from her(his ex) to go to the cinemas with him!
am i right in thinking somethings going on ?!?!
and he's just been acting really weird. but i got stuff that can ruin him. i'm just SO mad. and heartbroken. i just lay in my room and cried and cried and cried...
Ugh... advice to myself.. read someones entire thread before giving them advice to move in with another person... sorry I said that earlier.
To me, it sounds like you and him are just friends.. but good friends.. relationship friends.. but not like Im your girlfriend Im your boyfriend... so I will spend my time with you and no one else... am I right?
I can see where your hurt... he seems like he's leading you on and then pushes you into the street so you can get run over.
Have you told him how you felt? Maybe you need to tell him... otherwise he will never know...
To me, it sounds like you and him are just friends.. but good friends.. relationship friends.. but not like Im your girlfriend Im your boyfriend... so I will spend my time with you and no one else... am I right?
I can see where your hurt... he seems like he's leading you on and then pushes you into the street so you can get run over.
Have you told him how you felt? Maybe you need to tell him... otherwise he will never know...
he knows how i feel about him. i find out now that he started to not like me as much coz... well i'm frigid. this may not be the place to talk about it i know. but yeah. i know it isn't my fault but now i feel like it is. i know what he did was not aceptable but i still feel like i let this great guy slip away because i'm too shy. now i'm just pissed off i let him go...
but OMG i suck at being mad. i always just let things slide. mmm. i hate this
but OMG i suck at being mad. i always just let things slide. mmm. i hate this
No. Don't even get hooked on the thought that you "lost" him because you were too shy or unwilling to do certain things for him. That is major BS.
IF he truly loved or liked you he would have respected that! I don't know him, but to me it sounds like he is an inconsidered, horny teenager, who does not deserve you.
You need someone who lifts you up and GIVES...not brings you down and TAKES ALL the time. I'm also not a big fan of the "I would have killed myself if it wasn't for you"...maybe you were at a point where you realized what an a$$ he is and tried to move on- he didn't have anyone else lined up and needed you...if he loved you so much that he couldn't live without you he would not disrespect, lie, and cheat on you!
I know it is always hard to move on...but I guarantee you, you will be fine. Not only that, but you will be so much better without him. Just keep your head up.
IF he truly loved or liked you he would have respected that! I don't know him, but to me it sounds like he is an inconsidered, horny teenager, who does not deserve you.
You need someone who lifts you up and GIVES...not brings you down and TAKES ALL the time. I'm also not a big fan of the "I would have killed myself if it wasn't for you"...maybe you were at a point where you realized what an a$$ he is and tried to move on- he didn't have anyone else lined up and needed you...if he loved you so much that he couldn't live without you he would not disrespect, lie, and cheat on you!
I know it is always hard to move on...but I guarantee you, you will be fine. Not only that, but you will be so much better without him. Just keep your head up.
mmm. i just wanna kick his head in actually. i want to emabress him. i want him to hurt as much as he hurt me.
only 2 days before this does he have a big cry to me about how nearly eveyr girl he's been with has cheated on him.... i told him i could never do that to him. and if this is true, he knows how much it hurts. how could he do this to me?
he's gone and made friends with the people thathe fghts with. he'll fight with them again soon and then relise he's completley alone. only me and my other mate were his friends. he had a good thing going and he scrwed it up
only 2 days before this does he have a big cry to me about how nearly eveyr girl he's been with has cheated on him.... i told him i could never do that to him. and if this is true, he knows how much it hurts. how could he do this to me?
he's gone and made friends with the people thathe fghts with. he'll fight with them again soon and then relise he's completley alone. only me and my other mate were his friends. he had a good thing going and he scrwed it up