Had an appt and ultrasound yesterday. Didn't get to find out the sex, but it was pretty cool how we got to see the developing organs and bones... He had a fully developed spine... Which wasn't there like, 4 weeks ago. Lol. It's was awesome. My little button was also proportionate... No stubby arms and tadpole legs with a giant head. He looked like a little person, finally, and he was so beautiful. The doctor said his head was measuring a couple days bigger than how far I am, but that's a common trait in our family. Lol. Big heads. My baby is perfect already. I saw his lungs, his heart, his brain, his spine... All of it was perfect and beautiful and I want this baby more than anything. Josh was there for the first time and he held my hand and I think he was in awe, too. Just not as much as me, lol. I still so badly want somehow, for all this to work out so that my baby can have a happy family. Either way it happens... My baby will have the best no matter what.
I find out the sex on the 13th of February. Happy Valentines Day to me! I will be 20 weeks then and I am almost 16 now.