Foxy, you have provided this site with a lot of valuable information and have helped out a lot of people. Although a number of members are upset with you, I think this site absolutely has the ability to forgive. Please consider coming back, coming clean, and starting fresh. I know I have certainly made a lot of mistakes, so you aren't alone. I feel confident that if you came back, told the truth, and apologized, you could see the really great side of this forum - caring people who have the ability to forgive and move on.