So I thought I just pop in and say hi, I know I've not been around a lot....
Returning Chick to her breeder was one of the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, being dogless is probably the next hardest....
It's so tough, divorce has become such a commonplace thing that people just don't understand how much of a struggle it can be..... Top it off with a winter like we are having right now, I can't decide if I'm lonely bored or both...
These three dolls are helping me get through, the two orange boys are Buddy and Basco, they're sort of foster kids, belong to a friend of a friend who's in the same situation I am in couldn't keep them, they both 10 years old and brothers and never been apart, The goal is for me to keep them until she can take them back, if that never happens I'll keep them forever I'm not seeing them go to a shelter and be split up, if at their age they even managed to find a home! The other is Boozer whom I had adopted back after we had the fire....
My ex was supposed to give me Larry, but that's not happened and frankly I don't think it will, he's technically Jeff's dog there's not much I can do about it...
I never ever thought I'd be in this position, Looking back I know it's for the best, and I can see the things others saw but it still stings like a son of a gun, 26 years is a very long time, and when I'm only 40 it's been most of my life with him... and going from a busy house with lots of people and pets around to a quiet one with just me the cats and one Grumpy African Grey has been an adjustment to say the least...
Anyhow, I just wanted update and let you guys know I'm still around just trying to figure out which direction to point my life in from here
Returning Chick to her breeder was one of the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, being dogless is probably the next hardest....
It's so tough, divorce has become such a commonplace thing that people just don't understand how much of a struggle it can be..... Top it off with a winter like we are having right now, I can't decide if I'm lonely bored or both...
These three dolls are helping me get through, the two orange boys are Buddy and Basco, they're sort of foster kids, belong to a friend of a friend who's in the same situation I am in couldn't keep them, they both 10 years old and brothers and never been apart, The goal is for me to keep them until she can take them back, if that never happens I'll keep them forever I'm not seeing them go to a shelter and be split up, if at their age they even managed to find a home! The other is Boozer whom I had adopted back after we had the fire....
My ex was supposed to give me Larry, but that's not happened and frankly I don't think it will, he's technically Jeff's dog there's not much I can do about it...
I never ever thought I'd be in this position, Looking back I know it's for the best, and I can see the things others saw but it still stings like a son of a gun, 26 years is a very long time, and when I'm only 40 it's been most of my life with him... and going from a busy house with lots of people and pets around to a quiet one with just me the cats and one Grumpy African Grey has been an adjustment to say the least...
Anyhow, I just wanted update and let you guys know I'm still around just trying to figure out which direction to point my life in from here