Sorta tired of feeling just "sorta meh" lately.
I know where the happy highs and funtimes should be. It's just too much effort to care about them, or make a movement towards it. I feel like it would be entirely way too exhausting and pointless to joke around, or smile, or generally do anything other than sleep, avoid everyone, work, and absentmindedly play Skyrim.
Pretty sure it's the weather. I crave so much sunshine lately I'm getting more of a tan now than I was over the summer. I've actually staved off my nigh-owl ways to just sit in the sun all day, smoke, enjoy hot coffee and soak it in whenever I can.
I need Colorado sunshine, blue skies, and mountains!