Took me an hour to get to work. The first four hours of my day was useless. Didn't sell anything. Got tickets to the Avalanche game tonight that I really want to go to, except I had a panic attack when I got home after T-boning this asshole who ran a red light on the way home. I. don't. want. to. drive.
As if I didn't already have enough of a problem eating enough food to fuel my workouts, I'm still sick and I don't feel like eating right now. If I'm lucky, I MIGHT be hungry for dinner... maybe. I eat breakfast even though I'm not hungry out of habit... but it's much harder to figure out what to eat for lunch and dinner, and especially to convince myself to actually cook anything when I just plain don't want any food.
My workout sucked balls tonight and haven't been great since I got sick. It's just not very energetic or explosive or anything. It just kind of is. And usually when I come home after a workout I'm starving, but since it was a lame workout I came home and still didn't feel like eating.
I keep hoping I'm just going to wake up one day hungry again. I don't really feel sick anymore, I just keep coughing up mouthfuls of mucus. It seems like I should be better and back to normal but my appetite is still trashed. I'm starting to worry this is actually related to depression and stress and I have a much bigger problem.