I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. My life is perfect and amazing, but I am so depressed. I am so depressed and I can't figure out why; I don't know if it's a medical thing (clinical depression, is that what that is?) or what, but it's horrible because I can't find a specific cause, so I can't fix it.
I don't want to be on medication, I don't want to change who I am because I am happy 95% of the time. It's just that 5% that makes me want to give up, because when I'm like this I can't think about the good things, all I think about is how pointless this all is, and why am I doing any of this.
I just want it to go away.
I don't want to be on medication, I don't want to change who I am because I am happy 95% of the time. It's just that 5% that makes me want to give up, because when I'm like this I can't think about the good things, all I think about is how pointless this all is, and why am I doing any of this.
I just want it to go away.