This week has been terrible. There's Jin issues, a death in the family, things are hectic, people issues, animal issues (like Zander snatching food all of a sudden and the cat continuing to be an asshole). I have a full weekend booked because of birthday stuffs for a friend and a funeral to go to Tuesday. Mississippi is having issues giving me my car title and I can't find the time to re-fill my prescription. It's going to rain the next several days. I need to get Jin off the phone bill and put my brother on. My mother is a major PITA as always and I'm pretty much pulling out of pocket to keep my brother in contact with everyone, fed, taken care of, and in a stable job.
On top of it, I can't sleep at all lately and when I do I get the worst/weirdest dreams. This cycles into MORE caffeine which cycles back into horrid headaches...which cycles into no sleep, more caffeine, no sleep, headaches, more caffeine, and so on so forth. And my stomach feels like it's going to just come out through my mouth because despite the coffee, energy drinks, and soda...I haven't had a whole lot to eat because my time is limited and my appetite sucks. And when I do eat, it's pure fast food crap.
I wish I could rage quit life sometimes.