I wrote off my mother earlier this year. Completely blocked from all aspects of my life. And it will continue to stay that way. Best thing I ever did for myself, to be honest. There are bad relationships with your parents, and then there are mentally abusive relationships with your parents where you feel like you "owe" something to them to put up with crap they put you through. It's not healthy. In my case, it wasn't healthy. So I said she could F off and I've been so much happier since.
My vent for the day is just this frggin headache. And it snowed more today. And it's cold. And I have a headache. And it's just one of those days. Bleh.
I have been told for YEARS to write my mother off. For some reason, I can't do it. Its like I want that mother-daughter relationship so bad but I KNOW it won't happen but still...
I have tried since I was 15/16 years old to get my mom to go to counseling but she won't. In her words "I have no reason to go." Well... um... I am your daughter and I *thought* maybe that would be a good enough reason but nope.
I have a strong feeling that when I have my first kid, that she might be wrote off. I know that is the worse to let go of your mom but she has never really been a mom and I don't want her to treat my kids like she did me, hell no won't happen captain.
I should of cut her off when I thought I was pregnant when I was with my ex and she said something along the lines of she would take my kid when it was born and she would raise it. We stopped talking for a long time after that was said but we talk now.
She is very narcissistic, all about her, and just ugh.
Also, my vent for the day: Boyfriend is helping a friend catch up on school work because he was in a motorcycle accident and needs help, so Michael offered but Lord this stuff is making Michael angry and very irritated, which in turn is making me on edge. Poor baby.