It's been all weekend and I still don't know what to do about my job... my mom thinks I should talk to the radio station about coming back... I just... don't know. My friend still hasn't messaged me back even though I know she's been on to read my message. I'm pretty upset about that and that she hasn't even messaged me back, even though I know she must feel horribly awkward so I kinda understand.
I wish the station would ASK me to come back... then I could say "yes" and not have to deal with any awkward stuff...
I just have no idea what to do. I know 100% this job isn't the right fit but that doesn't mean 100% I should just up and leave it either... I really just don't know what to do. I hate feeling like this. I wish I had anybody at all I could trust to help me work through things like this too. Nearly all of my friends bail whenever things get rough, my parents have never been any real help, I'm single so it's not like I have a significant other to talk things through with. I am alone and it sucks. And what's more, I look ahead of me and the rest of my life stretches out looking JUST LIKE THIS and it will never get any better.
I wish the station would ASK me to come back... then I could say "yes" and not have to deal with any awkward stuff...
I just have no idea what to do. I know 100% this job isn't the right fit but that doesn't mean 100% I should just up and leave it either... I really just don't know what to do. I hate feeling like this. I wish I had anybody at all I could trust to help me work through things like this too. Nearly all of my friends bail whenever things get rough, my parents have never been any real help, I'm single so it's not like I have a significant other to talk things through with. I am alone and it sucks. And what's more, I look ahead of me and the rest of my life stretches out looking JUST LIKE THIS and it will never get any better.