The Venting Thread
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Getting sorta tired of being lied to all the time. I really wish someone thought I was important enough for the truth.
Like really, it's gotten to the point where I would not be surprised at all if I woke up and Roxie told me that she was really a bear in a dog's costume. A bit shocked and scared, but not all that surprised.
Like really, it's gotten to the point where I would not be surprised at all if I woke up and Roxie told me that she was really a bear in a dog's costume. A bit shocked and scared, but not all that surprised.
I'm so tired of feeling alone all the time, it's effecting me and my boyfriend's relationship. I barely speak to him or make eye contact with him.
I'm sick of feeling this way, like I'm useless and worthless. I barely function and am lucky to crawl out of the bed for work. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.
I'm sick of feeling this way, like I'm useless and worthless. I barely function and am lucky to crawl out of the bed for work. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.
RAWR ... every time the vets come and take my horses out for vet work they don't put my lead ropes back, so the other grooms take them and don't bring them back because I bought them myself (after having horses for so many years, it's like with dogs you accumulate items like halters, fly masks and lead ropes) and they are good lead ropes and of course they want to use them because the ones the trainers provide are crap. Which would be fine if they didn't ****ing break them and all that, plus they are my ****ing lead ropes, if you want good ones buy your own!!! What's really irritating is when I see one of their lead ropes on my side I always take it back to them! :wall:
Sigh ... I guess I will start having to out them up at the end of the day.
Sigh ... I guess I will start having to out them up at the end of the day.
I ranted the other night, but I don't know why having a lot of tattoos means strangers can grab me. I was cleaning up the cards against humanity tournament we had in my bar and some dude physically grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled it down so forcefully it jerked me up right. Why? To look at a tattoo on my neck. WE DON'T TOUCH PEOPLE WE DON'T KNOW.
I know this feel. ((Hugs))
I work third shift. I have people in my life who care, or claim to, but when my schedule is opposite everyone else's, I have a really hard time feeling socially fulfilled. It's caused my self esteem and general outlook to suffer greatly. I am not, and never have been, a needy person. I'm not sure why it's now bothering me so much that I'm not getting the social fulfillment I feel I'm entitled to.
Separate, rather sad vent, I'm going halfway across the state today for an ultrasound and tests on myself and the fetus. I'm scared and worried. My boyfriend is staying home to play games because the Destiny beta just launched for Xbox one. He never offered to go with me. I don't feel like I have him in my court and I don't even know how to begin to express the disappointment I feel in him.
I work third shift. I have people in my life who care, or claim to, but when my schedule is opposite everyone else's, I have a really hard time feeling socially fulfilled. It's caused my self esteem and general outlook to suffer greatly. I am not, and never have been, a needy person. I'm not sure why it's now bothering me so much that I'm not getting the social fulfillment I feel I'm entitled to.
Separate, rather sad vent, I'm going halfway across the state today for an ultrasound and tests on myself and the fetus. I'm scared and worried. My boyfriend is staying home to play games because the Destiny beta just launched for Xbox one. He never offered to go with me. I don't feel like I have him in my court and I don't even know how to begin to express the disappointment I feel in him.
(((Hugs)))
I know the feeling all too well, it's horrible.
I don't know where this "everything is about me" society. It's like "if I want to touch it, I have the right to without asking"
Personal space seems to be non-existent if you have something cool or interesting that they want to touch.
It's why I'm hesitant to get more tattoos, it's why I'm afraid to get pregnant. I. Do. Not. Like. Being. Touched.
I'd raise hell if it happens again, and tell them they need to buy you a new shirt for stretching yours.
I am so sorry, that sounds terrible.
A guy I dated years ago would have done the exact same thing. Some guys are just thick sometimes.
You know we're all here for ya
I know the feeling all too well, it's horrible.
I don't know where this "everything is about me" society. It's like "if I want to touch it, I have the right to without asking"
Personal space seems to be non-existent if you have something cool or interesting that they want to touch.
It's why I'm hesitant to get more tattoos, it's why I'm afraid to get pregnant. I. Do. Not. Like. Being. Touched.
I'd raise hell if it happens again, and tell them they need to buy you a new shirt for stretching yours.
I am so sorry, that sounds terrible.
A guy I dated years ago would have done the exact same thing. Some guys are just thick sometimes.
You know we're all here for ya
Geeze what a jerk he is being, I would call him out on it but not aggressively at first, just in case he doesn't realize what he is doing is hurting you, it could be that he just isn't aware.
Separate vent why to cyclists always bitch about how rude motorists are? Though it may be true, I have seen a great many cyclists running red lights / stop signs, not yielding to traffic when they should. Newsflash bike riders ... maybe motorists are pisses at you because YOU are the one being the jerk?
Separate vent why to cyclists always bitch about how rude motorists are? Though it may be true, I have seen a great many cyclists running red lights / stop signs, not yielding to traffic when they should. Newsflash bike riders ... maybe motorists are pisses at you because YOU are the one being the jerk?