The Venting Thread
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My mom posted this on my FB page
My aunt commented along the line of, "I get the sentiment, but something you leave in a kennel all day just isn't the same."
O-M-G. I blocked the stupid bitch... so much stress and repressed anger trying to surface of late I have nothing to comment other than one laced with hate and insults. I'm just about to fly off and shank the next person that so far as looks at me wrong.
My aunt commented along the line of, "I get the sentiment, but something you leave in a kennel all day just isn't the same."
O-M-G. I blocked the stupid bitch... so much stress and repressed anger trying to surface of late I have nothing to comment other than one laced with hate and insults. I'm just about to fly off and shank the next person that so far as looks at me wrong.
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I hate depression so much.It makes feel like I'm worthless to people,& that no really cares for me. I'm constantly thinking that people hate me. I never like I'm worth it-to anyone. I've basically lost interested in almost everything,which sucks beccause I'm unmotivated to do things too. Combining that with always being tired makes me feel like more crap because I can't please anyone. I either feel depressed, or really irraitble & the smallest things set me off.
People don't do this on my wall, ever. I have a friend who is petrified of rats (she will not come to my apartment because I have them), but she has this wonderful thing called tact, and just doesn't post anything on my pictures. She still tells me she is sorry when I lose one, and she's even making my rats hammocks. Because she is an awesome person.
However, people on Megan's wall seem to think it's just fine, and I recently called someone on it after Esther died, and people made nasty comments on her picture. So. Much. Anger. Have some class and STFU.
However, people on Megan's wall seem to think it's just fine, and I recently called someone on it after Esther died, and people made nasty comments on her picture. So. Much. Anger. Have some class and STFU.
Agreed, I don't own them, but I like seeing pictures of others pets. A friend has a Sphinx cat and she gets the same asshat comments, eww, what is it, only a parent/owner could love something that ugly, how it freaks them out, and she looks like and effed up dinosaur, wtf these are peoples pets, if you don't like it, move along...dicks.
Because they are assholes who think the world revolves around them. They think that all things they find offensive shouldn't be seen by anyone, people love their exotic pets just as much as you or I love our dogs and cats. I have It s only friends and friends of friends can comment on my pictures and pictures posted on my wall.
My mom posted this on my FB page
My aunt commented along the line of, "I get the sentiment, but something you leave in a kennel all day just isn't the same."
O-M-G. I blocked the stupid bitch... so much stress and repressed anger trying to surface of late I have nothing to comment other than one laced with hate and insults. I'm just about to fly off and shank the next person that so far as looks at me wrong.
My aunt commented along the line of, "I get the sentiment, but something you leave in a kennel all day just isn't the same."
O-M-G. I blocked the stupid bitch... so much stress and repressed anger trying to surface of late I have nothing to comment other than one laced with hate and insults. I'm just about to fly off and shank the next person that so far as looks at me wrong.
fact.
I have luckily gotten not comments like that on my FB pictures of our bees. Not quite the same as a rat, snake, etc. and I know that, just happy to have not seen anything like it. Of course, I'd unfriend them immediately because I don't tolerate that crap in life. Life is too short to hang out with terrible people
I have luckily gotten not comments like that on my FB pictures of our bees. Not quite the same as a rat, snake, etc. and I know that, just happy to have not seen anything like it. Of course, I'd unfriend them immediately because I don't tolerate that crap in life. Life is too short to hang out with terrible people
Omg. Work evenings and don't even get home till after 12:30 because of this awful storm we had last night that had me waiting in high water on highways and for trees to get cut up in other places. And this am works robo calls start going out at 6am about staffing needs. Not one call but three before I got smart enough to turn off my phone. I hate leaving it off in case their is a real emergency but ugh!!! So tired and can't go back to sleep.
And my expensive baby monitor is broken and it apparently has a crap warranty.
And my expensive baby monitor is broken and it apparently has a crap warranty.
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I am so tired. Just physically and mentally done. I am tired of putting everyone else first, of shouldering everything for everyone else. Why can't someone put me first, ever?
I am so tired of hearing everyone around me talk about their problems, their aches and pains, their troubles.... and not once does anyone ever ask me "Are you okay?" I feel invisible. And honestly, I'm normally fine with that. I smile, I laugh, I pretend I am happy and nothing bothers me but... it's exhausting. And then I feel guilty because I am having a 30 second pity party when I am normally the "brush it off and move on" person.
Some of the stuff is just so petty. Like, why can't we ever eat what I want to eat? Or why can't Jeff just take the dogs out ONE FREAKING TIME and let me relax? Sure, they're my dogs and all that, but if you know your significant other is exhausted, don't you EVER think "hey, this would be nice if I did this for her?" But then again, no, because NO ONE EVER PUTS ME FIRST.
Maybe a good night's sleep would help me, but I can't get that because I'm always worrying about crap that I should let someone else worry about.
I just want a vacation, from everyone and everything. I don't even want to be around me right now.
I am so tired of hearing everyone around me talk about their problems, their aches and pains, their troubles.... and not once does anyone ever ask me "Are you okay?" I feel invisible. And honestly, I'm normally fine with that. I smile, I laugh, I pretend I am happy and nothing bothers me but... it's exhausting. And then I feel guilty because I am having a 30 second pity party when I am normally the "brush it off and move on" person.
Some of the stuff is just so petty. Like, why can't we ever eat what I want to eat? Or why can't Jeff just take the dogs out ONE FREAKING TIME and let me relax? Sure, they're my dogs and all that, but if you know your significant other is exhausted, don't you EVER think "hey, this would be nice if I did this for her?" But then again, no, because NO ONE EVER PUTS ME FIRST.
Maybe a good night's sleep would help me, but I can't get that because I'm always worrying about crap that I should let someone else worry about.
I just want a vacation, from everyone and everything. I don't even want to be around me right now.
I am so tired. Just physically and mentally done. I am tired of putting everyone else first, of shouldering everything for everyone else. Why can't someone put me first, ever?
I am so tired of hearing everyone around me talk about their problems, their aches and pains, their troubles.... and not once does anyone ever ask me "Are you okay?" I feel invisible. And honestly, I'm normally fine with that. I smile, I laugh, I pretend I am happy and nothing bothers me but... it's exhausting. And then I feel guilty because I am having a 30 second pity party when I am normally the "brush it off and move on" person.
Some of the stuff is just so petty. Like, why can't we ever eat what I want to eat? Or why can't Jeff just take the dogs out ONE FREAKING TIME and let me relax? Sure, they're my dogs and all that, but if you know your significant other is exhausted, don't you EVER think "hey, this would be nice if I did this for her?" But then again, no, because NO ONE EVER PUTS ME FIRST.
Maybe a good night's sleep would help me, but I can't get that because I'm always worrying about crap that I should let someone else worry about.
I just want a vacation, from everyone and everything. I don't even want to be around me right now.
I am so tired of hearing everyone around me talk about their problems, their aches and pains, their troubles.... and not once does anyone ever ask me "Are you okay?" I feel invisible. And honestly, I'm normally fine with that. I smile, I laugh, I pretend I am happy and nothing bothers me but... it's exhausting. And then I feel guilty because I am having a 30 second pity party when I am normally the "brush it off and move on" person.
Some of the stuff is just so petty. Like, why can't we ever eat what I want to eat? Or why can't Jeff just take the dogs out ONE FREAKING TIME and let me relax? Sure, they're my dogs and all that, but if you know your significant other is exhausted, don't you EVER think "hey, this would be nice if I did this for her?" But then again, no, because NO ONE EVER PUTS ME FIRST.
Maybe a good night's sleep would help me, but I can't get that because I'm always worrying about crap that I should let someone else worry about.
I just want a vacation, from everyone and everything. I don't even want to be around me right now.
I know sleep always helps me when I feel like this. Hopefully tomorrow is better.
