The Venting Thread
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I wish I didn't have my mortgage... because I would leave today and not come back. I've been yelled at by three people so far. One told me "if you have any questions just ask" and I DID ask and that's why I did what I did which was apparently wrong. Then another just asked me why I didn't just do such-and-such and I said I was told to NEVER do that and he told me I SHOULD do that...
I am sick. Headache, nausea, severe pain in the base of my neck and directly between my shoulder blades.
I am VERY ill today, like insanely ill. Don't know why just woke up that way. Probably because I didn't sleep well last night and I went to bed feeling like dog ****, and woke up feeling like horse ****. Terrible terrible.
Also, I want to get a mani/pedi, that'd be awesome.
I want to go eat Chinese soooo bad but I am sure I'd throw it up.
I ate cinnamon toast crunch cereal for breakfast (my favorite cereal EVER) and threw it up, and then I tried to drink some tea, and threw it up. So Gatorade and pepto are my bffs right now.
I am VERY ill today, like insanely ill. Don't know why just woke up that way. Probably because I didn't sleep well last night and I went to bed feeling like dog ****, and woke up feeling like horse ****. Terrible terrible.
Also, I want to get a mani/pedi, that'd be awesome.
I want to go eat Chinese soooo bad but I am sure I'd throw it up.
I ate cinnamon toast crunch cereal for breakfast (my favorite cereal EVER) and threw it up, and then I tried to drink some tea, and threw it up. So Gatorade and pepto are my bffs right now.
I wish I didn't have my mortgage... because I would leave today and not come back. I've been yelled at by three people so far. One told me "if you have any questions just ask" and I DID ask and that's why I did what I did which was apparently wrong. Then another just asked me why I didn't just do such-and-such and I said I was told to NEVER do that and he told me I SHOULD do that...
Sucks! I had a job where you got yelled at for asking a question...then yelled at if you didn't ask a question and assumed something...it was so ridiculous. Heard anything from the radio?
My cold that I thought I was getting over is back.
can't breathe through my nose today. Uggghhh. What the heck. Maybe that's why I've been so tired the last couple days.
Cooper got into some nasty, expired, moldy gravy that Mike pitched outside...now he is having the squirts. And he isn't potty trained enough to want to not go in the house. Or in his kennel for that matter. :/ EW. Hoping I can get some meds for him tonight...
Plus it's cold and rainy. And I have to work this weekend. And we have two in house patients, so that means I have to go in even when we're closed to do the meds...ugh.
Plus it's cold and rainy. And I have to work this weekend. And we have two in house patients, so that means I have to go in even when we're closed to do the meds...ugh.
My head cold/sinus infection thing is up down, up down. Feel like crap for two or three days, then I have a really awesome day. Then I feel like crap again.
Jin went back to the field again today, so the house is quiet and Zander's chilling on the bed with me. I'm looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow, and not having to drive anywhere. Sounds terrible, but I wish the man would just get his license already.
Jin went back to the field again today, so the house is quiet and Zander's chilling on the bed with me. I'm looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow, and not having to drive anywhere. Sounds terrible, but I wish the man would just get his license already.
I stopped by yesterday and put my resume in the business manager's mailbox, but she wasn't there, and the GM wasn't either. I'm going over there again tonight when I'm off here to record so they might be there then... I'm also heading out to an event they're doing tonight so I might see somebody there, though I don't exactly think that's an appropriate time to chat, but I of course won't say no to talking to either of them if they want to chat. =P
I asked one of my friends if he thought I should give two weeks notice here if I get another job and he said "No." I feel kinda bad but I don't think I will bother giving two weeks notice if I'm hired somewhere else. It's just that bad, and so many people think I'm an idiot who keeps making mistakes anyway (even though my friend who got me the job just e-mailed me Monday telling me she hadn't seen any mistakes all week, so NYAH.)
I asked one of my friends if he thought I should give two weeks notice here if I get another job and he said "No." I feel kinda bad but I don't think I will bother giving two weeks notice if I'm hired somewhere else. It's just that bad, and so many people think I'm an idiot who keeps making mistakes anyway (even though my friend who got me the job just e-mailed me Monday telling me she hadn't seen any mistakes all week, so NYAH.)
Today sucked as bad as I thought. I have worked nonstop frantic pace for days straight now. Nothing is ever right, there's always a million extra steps to do that I don't anticipate. X machine doesn't work. IT can't be bothered to come for days or weeks to help or do something as simple as bring us paper.
I did get 2 big projects done and am running the big update now which should take approx 22 hours. I hope it goes through.
I almost cried as I was leaving work. I am that frazzled. I think... relaxing walk with dogs. Pick up dinner on the way home. Bubble bath. Then sleep. I have a very full day tomorrow and Sunday so no relaxing weekend.
I did get 2 big projects done and am running the big update now which should take approx 22 hours. I hope it goes through.
I almost cried as I was leaving work. I am that frazzled. I think... relaxing walk with dogs. Pick up dinner on the way home. Bubble bath. Then sleep. I have a very full day tomorrow and Sunday so no relaxing weekend.
sleep still eludes me. last night I was SO tired but then a BIG storm came through with big loud cracks of thunder. I don't like storms so it woke me right away and then woke Hannah who was also scared. so I spent the next hour or so comforting her and getting her back to sleep.... only to discover the thunder set off the neighbors car alarm and apparently they didn't hear it until 7 am this morning so all night long BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.
So no sleep for me
So no sleep for me
My Implanon injection site is going through another super itchy phase and it's hard, hard, hard not to bother or scratch at it. The scar kind of freaks me out too, because it's all bubbly. I feel like it's the implant trying to stick out, even though I know it's not. It's just a lot of scar tissue in one little spot.
It's more shallow at one end than the other, too.
I dunno. I'm being paranoid about a rod in my arm today.
It's more shallow at one end than the other, too.
I dunno. I'm being paranoid about a rod in my arm today.
Im boiling diapers and I wasnt paying attention and burnt myself with a diaper. Go me!
ETA: Someone is selling a COW jacket on my kids group on FB but it has to be gone tomorrow and I cant get there by then and neither can my friend. I REALLY REALLY want it for Savannah LOL. I was JUST at her house weds. buying something else too and she posted it after I left so I didnt see it until I came home
ETA: Someone is selling a COW jacket on my kids group on FB but it has to be gone tomorrow and I cant get there by then and neither can my friend. I REALLY REALLY want it for Savannah LOL. I was JUST at her house weds. buying something else too and she posted it after I left so I didnt see it until I came home
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I dislike kids. I have been baby sitting 3-4 times a week for my brother. I truly don't mind since its helping him get ahead but I wish I my weekends weren't being taken over by them.
I don't mind looking after my niece, she's older and understands. I highly dislike being around my nephew. Ga. he is so **** annoying. He annoys me to no end. Why can't he be older!?!?
I don't mind looking after my niece, she's older and understands. I highly dislike being around my nephew. Ga. he is so **** annoying. He annoys me to no end. Why can't he be older!?!?