I'm so, so sorry for your loss, Adrienne. There truly are no words, but you know that each of us are here for you. I don't know you personally, I'm not even 100% sure I've talked to you on the forums more than once or twice, but when I read about what happened, my heart broke for you. Later that day I told my mom and sister and I was in tears. I just could never even imagine what you're going through, and even trying completely crushes me. There's nothing that can make what happened alright, but you're not alone. You have Sloan and Shamoo, and Dennis, and your parents, and all of us here. I hope that you will heal quickly from this, even though right now I'm sure it feels like you never will.