I'm so sorry...(hugs)
I know how that feels like I remember when they told us Cinnamon's kidneys were failing and that if she survived her life would change completely. She would be sickly and for a 12 year old dog there was nothing much they could do... so they sent us home with the idea and without my dog(stayed there overnight) that if she survived she wouldn't live much longer and she would have to be PTS depending on how she would fair.. I left the vet with a broken heart either way I was going to loose my dog. But I couldn't think of putting her down yet she was still alive and had more years in her but when I thought about it.... maybe it wouldn't be fair to her if she was in pain... when the time came I would know it and would know what to do. Unfortunately(or fortunately whatever way I choose to look at it)..... I didn't get to make the hard decision, she died 2 days later, peacefully in her sleep at the hospital. Still I'm left with a broken heart and still missing my girl endlessly, so i get that wishing there was more medicine for an older dog, more time so they can be with us indefinitely . I shutter to think what will happen to my little Luna once she's a senior...
I know how that feels like I remember when they told us Cinnamon's kidneys were failing and that if she survived her life would change completely. She would be sickly and for a 12 year old dog there was nothing much they could do... so they sent us home with the idea and without my dog(stayed there overnight) that if she survived she wouldn't live much longer and she would have to be PTS depending on how she would fair.. I left the vet with a broken heart either way I was going to loose my dog. But I couldn't think of putting her down yet she was still alive and had more years in her but when I thought about it.... maybe it wouldn't be fair to her if she was in pain... when the time came I would know it and would know what to do. Unfortunately(or fortunately whatever way I choose to look at it)..... I didn't get to make the hard decision, she died 2 days later, peacefully in her sleep at the hospital. Still I'm left with a broken heart and still missing my girl endlessly, so i get that wishing there was more medicine for an older dog, more time so they can be with us indefinitely . I shutter to think what will happen to my little Luna once she's a senior...