Came home to a message on the home phone from my vet. (Not sure why, I gave my cell number to them to call me on...)
Have to call her back tomorrow, but it doesn't sound promising.
I don't know what to do. I don't know how I'm supposed to keep going at it with everything seeming to work against me. I just don't know. I just want to take him and hold him and run away and have everything be better.