I honeslty never thought i would be sitting here writing this. Not now anyway.
My beautiful girl, you entered my life 9 years ago. But you really enlightened it three years ago when I started taking you for walks. But we both know they were more then just walks. We spent Hours on end with each other. You would spend full days with me at my house, running around. And of course your aunty would get mad when she'd come home and you were in the house. You loved my mom, even though at first, she didnt like you. Yiou put up with her pushing you away and would go from her. But next time you would still run over to her all goofy like and try to get a scratch.
You really are the reason I kept my sanity. Know matter what happened bad in my day, I always had you to count on, ready to go when I got home. You served me as a pet when I couldnt have my own. And even after I did get me own and for that I thank you. I thank you for loving me when it felt nobody else did. Thank you for all our addventures. All the long bike rides. I still remember the time you snapped at cass, The dog feared by all people and dogs, because he growled at me. As soon as he took his attention from me you backed down from him but he kept attacking.. YOu silly girl got your ear ripped open that day, And All i could do was stand there and catch the blood in shock. Im sorry thats All i could do last night when you passed. You Scared me you know. Everybody was saying you were going to be okay, then you led me outdoors because I thoujght you needed to pee.. I told you not to lie down on the cold bridge. I told you that. But you did it. I stroked you and told you to get up.. Why didnt you? We couild have went back into the house and you could have been fine.
Why did you leave me girl? When you started whining I knew you were going. Maybe I could have did something to help you. BUt i juust stood there like a dumb robot and watched you die. Im so so so sorry baby girl.
I m iss you so much. My life is already so different without you. I dreamt about you last night. I woke up and turned over and saw your collar hanging from my bed post and the tears started again.. It seems more real now.
I dont know what keely and I will do without you. We both just lost our best friend. Im not going to be able to walk past your house and not see you there, jumping around and waiting for me to come get you. Im not going to be abe to deal with keely trying to haul me in your driveway because she dont know. I wonder how keely is going to take this? she is going to be so confused.
I love you girl. I dreamt about you jumping fences last night. My life will never be the same.
rest peacefully my little casedilla. Rest peacefully.
My beautiful girl, you entered my life 9 years ago. But you really enlightened it three years ago when I started taking you for walks. But we both know they were more then just walks. We spent Hours on end with each other. You would spend full days with me at my house, running around. And of course your aunty would get mad when she'd come home and you were in the house. You loved my mom, even though at first, she didnt like you. Yiou put up with her pushing you away and would go from her. But next time you would still run over to her all goofy like and try to get a scratch.
You really are the reason I kept my sanity. Know matter what happened bad in my day, I always had you to count on, ready to go when I got home. You served me as a pet when I couldnt have my own. And even after I did get me own and for that I thank you. I thank you for loving me when it felt nobody else did. Thank you for all our addventures. All the long bike rides. I still remember the time you snapped at cass, The dog feared by all people and dogs, because he growled at me. As soon as he took his attention from me you backed down from him but he kept attacking.. YOu silly girl got your ear ripped open that day, And All i could do was stand there and catch the blood in shock. Im sorry thats All i could do last night when you passed. You Scared me you know. Everybody was saying you were going to be okay, then you led me outdoors because I thoujght you needed to pee.. I told you not to lie down on the cold bridge. I told you that. But you did it. I stroked you and told you to get up.. Why didnt you? We couild have went back into the house and you could have been fine.
Why did you leave me girl? When you started whining I knew you were going. Maybe I could have did something to help you. BUt i juust stood there like a dumb robot and watched you die. Im so so so sorry baby girl. I m iss you so much. My life is already so different without you. I dreamt about you last night. I woke up and turned over and saw your collar hanging from my bed post and the tears started again.. It seems more real now.
I dont know what keely and I will do without you. We both just lost our best friend. Im not going to be able to walk past your house and not see you there, jumping around and waiting for me to come get you. Im not going to be abe to deal with keely trying to haul me in your driveway because she dont know. I wonder how keely is going to take this? she is going to be so confused.
I love you girl. I dreamt about you jumping fences last night.
My life will never be the same. rest peacefully my little casedilla. Rest peacefully.
