wow, I must confess that I'm surprised and sorry to hear what you just said. about wanting to leave, I mean.
I've been on many forums, and there isn't a single one where EVERYONE has liked me. and it's mutual. but I ignore the people I don't like/who don't like me (although they're missing out on someone great) and just focus on the ones who are my friends. on a forum this size, it should be very easy to do that.
I don't think having your account deleted is necessary-even if you only have one or 2 friends here. PM me. I'll be your friend.