I do believe in paranormal, ghosts etc. I've experienced so much of it in my life to ever be convinced otherwise.
That said, I've never experienced what I may or may not have experienced last night. I almost wonder if my grandparents tried to contact me through a dream last night... Or maybe it was just a dream but either way it gave me some piece of mind.
My grandparents helped raise me when I was young and my parents divorced. We lived with them for quite a while and growing up I was really close to them.
My grandpa died of emphesema back around the time I graduated high school and my grandma passed away yesterday of old age mixed with a long battle of Alzheimers. She hasn't been able to say much the past year because she just couldnt seem to speak anymore. A couple days before she died my cousin went to visit her and she managed to say "I love you." And kissed my cousin. That's the most cognitive speech anyone had gotten from her in a long time.
Yesterday was hard for me because one it's hard to lose a loved one, but also because I didn't get to really say goodbye since I'm on the other side of the country. I won't even be able to go to her funeral because I can't afford a plane ticket to CA right now.
Anyways, last night I was sleeping and had a dream about my grandparents. It started off in a large room with a lot of ceiling lights. It looked like a reception hall only my grandparents were the only ones there. They looked like they did when I was younger before grandpa got sick and before grandma starting having issues with Alzheimers, back when they were vibrant and healthy. They were both dressed up rather snazzy and they were dancing to some old music that I didn't recognize. They kept flashing huge smiles at each other and just looked really happy to be together.
Then I woke up because I had to pee. When I went back to sleep I started to have a dream that I was at my uncle's house and we were all upset that grandma had just died. We were sitting at the table reminiscing old times and sharing all the things we loved about grandma (and grandpa too). Then I noticed grandma and grandpa both sitting at the table with us. They were sitting across from each other and no one else seemed to see them but me. Grandpa said, "excuse me, I have something to say... I have something to say!" He looked slightly flustered that no one would let him speak since they didn't see him there. Finally he just looked at my grandma and smiled and said, "to say everything I love about you would take an eternity, but there is one thing I have to say. You were the only woman crazy enough to put up with me. You were the only woman who could tame this beast." Then my grandma blushed and starting laughing. She used to snort when she would laugh and I tend to have inherited that trait from her. She laughed and said, "oh Jer (his name was Jerry) you are just being silly today aren't you?" I have no idea what they were referring to, maybe an inside joke between them? All I know is both of them were smiling from ear to ear. I hadn't seem them like that in a long time and it made me feel more at peace about my grandma's death because I think in some way she is reunited with my grandpa.
That said, I've never experienced what I may or may not have experienced last night. I almost wonder if my grandparents tried to contact me through a dream last night... Or maybe it was just a dream but either way it gave me some piece of mind.
My grandparents helped raise me when I was young and my parents divorced. We lived with them for quite a while and growing up I was really close to them.
My grandpa died of emphesema back around the time I graduated high school and my grandma passed away yesterday of old age mixed with a long battle of Alzheimers. She hasn't been able to say much the past year because she just couldnt seem to speak anymore. A couple days before she died my cousin went to visit her and she managed to say "I love you." And kissed my cousin. That's the most cognitive speech anyone had gotten from her in a long time.
Yesterday was hard for me because one it's hard to lose a loved one, but also because I didn't get to really say goodbye since I'm on the other side of the country. I won't even be able to go to her funeral because I can't afford a plane ticket to CA right now.
Anyways, last night I was sleeping and had a dream about my grandparents. It started off in a large room with a lot of ceiling lights. It looked like a reception hall only my grandparents were the only ones there. They looked like they did when I was younger before grandpa got sick and before grandma starting having issues with Alzheimers, back when they were vibrant and healthy. They were both dressed up rather snazzy and they were dancing to some old music that I didn't recognize. They kept flashing huge smiles at each other and just looked really happy to be together.
Then I woke up because I had to pee. When I went back to sleep I started to have a dream that I was at my uncle's house and we were all upset that grandma had just died. We were sitting at the table reminiscing old times and sharing all the things we loved about grandma (and grandpa too). Then I noticed grandma and grandpa both sitting at the table with us. They were sitting across from each other and no one else seemed to see them but me. Grandpa said, "excuse me, I have something to say... I have something to say!" He looked slightly flustered that no one would let him speak since they didn't see him there. Finally he just looked at my grandma and smiled and said, "to say everything I love about you would take an eternity, but there is one thing I have to say. You were the only woman crazy enough to put up with me. You were the only woman who could tame this beast." Then my grandma blushed and starting laughing. She used to snort when she would laugh and I tend to have inherited that trait from her. She laughed and said, "oh Jer (his name was Jerry) you are just being silly today aren't you?" I have no idea what they were referring to, maybe an inside joke between them? All I know is both of them were smiling from ear to ear. I hadn't seem them like that in a long time and it made me feel more at peace about my grandma's death because I think in some way she is reunited with my grandpa.