Ok, I need serious calming down vibes right now:
I keep thinking I might be pregnant, and I'm so freaked out.
Logically, there is a very, very, VERY slim-none chance of me being pregnant.
I'm getting nausea every time I eat. I've experienced this a few times in the past, usually due to stress/anxiety...I don't feel that stressed or anxious, though.
I'm also getting heartburn. The only time I ever had heartburn in my whole life was when I was pregnant with Lillian.
I'm tired, too...I just don't feel that well. But I'm sleep deprived with an infant. SOOOOOO.
I started my last period on Sept 11, but they've been 5-6 weeks apart since Lillian. I have no period symptoms, but I've only had mild cramps like the day before since I had her, and I wouldn't get it for another week or so if I stick with the same pattern. Plus, if I was pregnant, I think it'd be too early to test, so taking a test just to get the negative wouldn't give me piece of mind yet.
I really, really, really, really do not have the ability to care for another kid right now. The sacrifices I'd have to make would just be way more than I'd be comfortable with. We just applied for private health insurance for Lilly, which will mean we'll be on zero kind of public assistance, and we're hoping to move next year. I'm supposed to go back to school FT in January.
Send me a LOT of not pregnant vibes.