Ok. So this is a former foster dog, Samson, that ended up having to be PTS as he just couldn't get past some inner demon. He wanted to love and be loved. He was like glue to me. But he just had issues that came from a deep, dark place.
And I'm not a good picture-taker, but I loved this picture I got of him and I actually have it framed on my bookshelf.
But these eyes. His eyes were gold with gold flecks. They were amazing. And these eyes remind me every day that it's never "not worth it".