So this week has been insane.
I turned in a revenge card on my roommate/ex and read about how she had slept with her ex/my current BF in her private livejournal. As of a week ago. I blew up, had all my stuff packed and planned on leaving for CO Friday morning. I had somewhere to go, a job to start, and Jin of all people actually offered to fund me the money to leave(of course not getting the whole story of why and what is going on). I decked it out with BF later that night, and he said he didn't do it. He had only gone to her hotel room, talked to her, and left. But it was enough for me to believe he was lying, so I stayed course. Planned the trip, Zander's needs, budgeted out expenses. I then proceeded to get completely wasted and ceased messaging him back and ignoring his calls. I don't do liars and cheats. With nothing else holding me here, I had decided to leave and had my ducks all in a row.
3:30am I get a series of text messages from her about how it was all just a set up and a lie and he didn't actually sleep with her so I shouldn't leave him. She just wanted to get back at me for ruining her relationship(lol/WTF). She just wanted me pissed at him and cause us some trouble. Apparently she never thought I would actually leave(because she thought I was a bimbo, college dropout with no plans or directions in life). Why, I have no idea. She saw how I was with Jin. I make up my mind, I act immediately. Bridge burned.
So I deck it out with him a bit more and tell him he's a GD idiot for ever putting himself in a position to make us fall victim to this. He's moved in with me for now, but I'm still considering leaving.
1) What if THIS was all a lie too? All trust completely ruined. 2) I am going to have to deal with this crazy woman for the next 10 years because of Child, knowing if I ever leave this man she wouldn't let me see him.
I don't do liars, cheats, OR crazy. So is it worth it? Kinda considering Nolu, Kels, Zoom, and peoples are a way better alternative.
And then on top of it, I'm going to have to deal with usual move things, find another place to live because this is temporary, deal with him in school, my own job, and you know...life. Everything is a mess and absolutely chaotic.
Colorado sounds way better. And the pictures Nolu posted were lovely.