So.. I haven't been on in a while.. my internet died and we finally got everything fixed up today.. so I'm back 
The last little while for me has been an emotional roller coaster.. My work has only been giving me part time hours.. which totally blows.. getting another job was the only answer so I got a job canvassing for the Missing Childrens Society of Canada.. it was really good actually.. $10 an hour for walking door to door.. I liked it. Then the Petcetera gave me a raise! 50 cents! Their way of trying to make sure I stay without giving me the hours I needed I guess..
Anyway.. work at Petcetera has been frustrating.. in a nutshell the management SUCKS!! I mean big time.. the manager really has no idea what she's doing.. she's a really nice person but she just isn't cut out for a manager.. things were never getting done.. there is absolutely NO organization in the store.. whenever I have something to do I have to spend half the time running about trying to figure out where everything is in order to do my job..
Anyway the district manager was in this week.. and she was VERY not impressed.. in fact the manager is getting fired.. and her assistant manager(livestock manager) will also be leaving.. and you might ask why I know this before they do.. well here's the big news!!!!
I AM NOW THE ASSISTANT MANAGER OF THE STORE ( LIVESTOCK MANAGER)
I got an awesome raise.. 45 hours a week guaranteed.. getting salary.. so no more worries about whether or not I'll be able to pay bills.. I'll be able to SAVE money finally!!! AHahaha.. Also getting benefits.. WEHOO!!! I can't believe it! Things rarely work out for me.. at least not in a big way.. I really feel like I'm dreaming.. I can't believe it at all! Me and Steve went out and celebrated last night.. out for supper.. it was so great!!
I really feel like my life is where it's supposed to be now.. all last year I was unable to do anything because of my anxiety and depression.. couldn't work.. or go to school.. just had to stay at home and work on dealing with those issues.. now it feels like everything is falling into place. I've never felt like this before.. I've always hoped for this feeling.. but never had it.. and here it is! And it doesn't feel real! Now I can actually start thinking about buying a house.. a car.. obviously not tomorrow.. but in the next few years it's a reality.. I've never had that.. in my whole life.. never been financially stable like this.. sigh.. I'm rambling.. I can't help it.. I'm so happy! And whenever good things happen to me I get scared.. that they'll go away.. cause usually they do.. but right now I feel like this is here to stay.. I feel completely confident in my happiness..
After all the work I did last year dealing with my problems it finally paid off.. and if I never had to do that I'd probably never have gotten this job.. sigh..
I'm giddy!
The last little while for me has been an emotional roller coaster.. My work has only been giving me part time hours.. which totally blows.. getting another job was the only answer so I got a job canvassing for the Missing Childrens Society of Canada.. it was really good actually.. $10 an hour for walking door to door.. I liked it. Then the Petcetera gave me a raise! 50 cents! Their way of trying to make sure I stay without giving me the hours I needed I guess..
Anyway.. work at Petcetera has been frustrating.. in a nutshell the management SUCKS!! I mean big time.. the manager really has no idea what she's doing.. she's a really nice person but she just isn't cut out for a manager.. things were never getting done.. there is absolutely NO organization in the store.. whenever I have something to do I have to spend half the time running about trying to figure out where everything is in order to do my job..
Anyway the district manager was in this week.. and she was VERY not impressed.. in fact the manager is getting fired.. and her assistant manager(livestock manager) will also be leaving.. and you might ask why I know this before they do.. well here's the big news!!!!
I AM NOW THE ASSISTANT MANAGER OF THE STORE ( LIVESTOCK MANAGER)
I got an awesome raise.. 45 hours a week guaranteed.. getting salary.. so no more worries about whether or not I'll be able to pay bills.. I'll be able to SAVE money finally!!! AHahaha.. Also getting benefits.. WEHOO!!! I can't believe it! Things rarely work out for me.. at least not in a big way.. I really feel like I'm dreaming.. I can't believe it at all! Me and Steve went out and celebrated last night.. out for supper.. it was so great!!
I really feel like my life is where it's supposed to be now.. all last year I was unable to do anything because of my anxiety and depression.. couldn't work.. or go to school.. just had to stay at home and work on dealing with those issues.. now it feels like everything is falling into place. I've never felt like this before.. I've always hoped for this feeling.. but never had it.. and here it is! And it doesn't feel real! Now I can actually start thinking about buying a house.. a car.. obviously not tomorrow.. but in the next few years it's a reality.. I've never had that.. in my whole life.. never been financially stable like this.. sigh.. I'm rambling.. I can't help it.. I'm so happy! And whenever good things happen to me I get scared.. that they'll go away.. cause usually they do.. but right now I feel like this is here to stay.. I feel completely confident in my happiness..
After all the work I did last year dealing with my problems it finally paid off.. and if I never had to do that I'd probably never have gotten this job.. sigh..
I'm giddy!
