Many of you know from FB, but for those who don't. Buzz is gone. I start sobbing when I try to write any kind of tribute to him, so that'll have to wait. I miss him so goddamn much. All the little things are getting me today. He wasn't there when I woke up, he wasn't there when I came home. I couldn't pet his soft head and ears. I just don't want it to be real.
I didn't let Gabby and Bailey see him after he was gone, I couldn't handle it. Today I unintentionally took Gabby to the park I'd taken Buzz to, to watch ducks, yesterday. It was horrifyingly sad to see her get out of the car and very obviously start looking for him.
Oh Buzz, you changed my life in so many ways. I would have done anything to keep you around forever. But that would have been selfish.
My heart is broken.
Buzz-1 by laurenscoombs, on Flickr
I didn't let Gabby and Bailey see him after he was gone, I couldn't handle it. Today I unintentionally took Gabby to the park I'd taken Buzz to, to watch ducks, yesterday. It was horrifyingly sad to see her get out of the car and very obviously start looking for him.
Oh Buzz, you changed my life in so many ways. I would have done anything to keep you around forever. But that would have been selfish.
My heart is broken.