So as the title says I'm conflicted, the older I've gotten the more I've felt a void, so to say. See ever since I was little all I ever wanted to be was a Vet Tech or at least, working in a vet office. But the older I've gotten I've tried out different careers, and attempted different majors nothing fit and I've felt miserable.
So now here I am 26 years old working full time at a dead end job and I'm thinking of possibly going back to school to follow my dream, until I looked up core classes I needed and realized how much math is involved and my heart sank even more. See I have a severe learning disability when it comes to math, numbers don't work right in my brain and they jump up and go in different different directions and thus I get super confused and upset which triggers a panic attack which then results in me freaking out even more over even the simplest of math problems. It debilitating to say the least.
And this brings me back to my conflict. I so badly want to follow my dream, but I'm scared of taking the core math classes and chemistry classes. I had an IEP in all my years in school for my ADHD, my EBD, and my math issue as well as my anxiety towards math. I just don't wanna fail out of the program and I haven't even looked more into it or talked to the college about it.
Anyone have any thoughts or possible insights?
So now here I am 26 years old working full time at a dead end job and I'm thinking of possibly going back to school to follow my dream, until I looked up core classes I needed and realized how much math is involved and my heart sank even more. See I have a severe learning disability when it comes to math, numbers don't work right in my brain and they jump up and go in different different directions and thus I get super confused and upset which triggers a panic attack which then results in me freaking out even more over even the simplest of math problems. It debilitating to say the least.
And this brings me back to my conflict. I so badly want to follow my dream, but I'm scared of taking the core math classes and chemistry classes. I had an IEP in all my years in school for my ADHD, my EBD, and my math issue as well as my anxiety towards math. I just don't wanna fail out of the program and I haven't even looked more into it or talked to the college about it.
Anyone have any thoughts or possible insights?